so so so many thoughts in my head tonight. Random ramblings…
Eating healthy… but can I please have some chocolate?!
Getting active-can I really do 6am yoga 1x a week?! Is it ok done something just for me when I’m already working and going to school full time?
Redoing my school libraries (yes… libraries… I have 2) So many ideas!! Not sure where/how to start!! I want to be a finisher… not just a dreamer/big idea talker.
Am I doing enough for my students?
Full time (14 credits!!!) this semester starts on Monday…3 nights and every other Saturday will be spent in school… and the homework!!!
So many books I want to read but so many textbooks!
Am I doing enough for/with my own kids?
why was I sick the entire break?!? I need another week at home with my family. More sledding and snuggling and movies and lazy on days.
Will I ever have a grasp on time management?
Will I ever be organized?
Will I ever finish cataloging and processing my new library books?
What am I going to do with my classes this week? What books will I read? What can I do different to connect better?
I wish my boys still wanted to be tucked in and read to.
Did I read to them enough?
Am I expecting too much or not enough from them?
Why does my brain do this to me? Always anxiety filled when I have extra time. Will a regular schedule help?
3 nights away from my family every week! That hasn’t happened in years! Not since my retail days… 2010? 2011? A long time ago.
Will it be worth it? How much will I miss out on? Do they really understand? Are they really ok with it? Is it worth it? Maybe I’ll quit until they’re out of school…2024? But I’ll be done by then too if I keep at it…